Let Me See You Gobble Gobble
I know that I've been slacking in the update department with the blog, but eh...It's been mad-hectic around these parts and well...It's been fantastic. For the first time in a long time, I really feel alive and shit that used to matter, just doesn't anymore.
Thankful for apathy?
We all get too concerned and wrapped up in shit and sometimes we end up losing ourselves and making completely unnecessary sacrifices simply to please other people and well...that's just not how I want to live my crazy fucking life. I don't know if it's been the secret lunch "dates", the walk-abouts, reppin' at a mad-fat crib, nights at the Buck, the lesbian incident, the multi-colored hair scheme, reaquainting myself with old friends and meeting new ones in the process (Hello Brooklyn), but whatever it is, it's been great. I'm great. And that, my friends is what I'm thankful for. No, I really don't have any particular direction in my life at the moment, and yeah, I dig into my pocket and all my money is spent (so I dig deeper but still comin up with lint), but fuck-all! I'm here and I'm alive.
So What Now?
Who the hell knows, but I assure you that it will be an amazing ride with a few bumps and snags along the way, but it will be worth it. For those about to feast, I salute you...Happy Thanksgiving!
Tags: rants and observations